Going to be with my sister today and she's having her baby. Kinda wondering if this will totally FREAK ME OUT or give me confidence. It's almost like confronting you deepest fears, being with someone who is going through what you will go through in 1.5 months. Not that birth is my deepest fear but I've never watched an actual person give birth to an actual baby and all the work it entails. I've just imagined it:)
I would like to live in lalaland for 1.5 more months maybe!!!